I want to punch you in the face.
Sometimes, I feel this way. It is less than gracious but it is the truth.
Crazy, Somebody’s Heartbreak, Wanted - Hunter Hayes
One Way or Another, Kiss You, That’s What Makes You Beautiful- 1D
Heart Attack- Demi Lovato
Come and Get It- Selena Gomez
The Way- Ariana Grande & Mac Miller
Radioactive- Imagine Dragons
Daylight- Maroon 5
Wagon Wheel- Darius Rucker
If I could just play all these on a loop, I could just shred (be super productive) the rest of my time in Richmond.
I wonder what my parents think when they see how I turned out and the little things I do. Do they think I am crazy?
I was perusing my Facebook and I discovered, yet another, reason to not give your heart away or accept someone else’s heart before you are ready. I was looking through a friend, Clark*’s profile, seeing his mission work and all he is acconmplishing.
He is an impressive kid. Doing great stuff for the Lord.
And I am completely not allowed to congratulate him or be his friend. He can’t come to my wedding or meet my fiance and laugh together about guy stuff.
Because I was cruel to him in my senior year and broke his heart.
His friendship is lost to me. And I wish this was the only situation like this in my life.
If I had waited and, maybe, taken things slower with any of the guys I liked so thoroughly in my former years, I would have some really solid male friends. Friends that would have given my fiance such a hard time, congratulated us when we got engaged, and would indulge me with thier awesome guy jokes and stories.
Ladies, I am not going to give a certain age because I believe that propetiate legalism. But use straight Holy Spirit discernment before starting to date.
Since I arrived at Liberty for this semester and stepped into the roll as RA, it has been a struggle to find my identity. I look in the mirror lately and I don’t recognize this girl. She is tired and very unaure of herself.
I have been looking in Scripture for some Truth about who I am and how I should view myself. While all Scripture gives us a glimpse of who we are, I would love to share the verse that captivated my heart and caught my attention in 1st Peter chapter 2.
“As you come to Him, a living stone rejected by men but in the sight of God chosen and precious, you yourselves like living stones are being built up as a spiritual house, to be holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrafices accepting to God through Jesus Christ.”
1 Peter 2:4-5
The purpose of relationship is not to have another who might complete you, but to have another with whom you might share your completeness.
— Neale Donald Walsch (via thresca)
:) I love that!